CONSTANCY

the quality of being unchanging or unwavering, as in purpose, love, or loyalty; firmness of mind; faithfulness

perhaps it's a good thing
it means i'm loyal
and unchanging
it means i'm faithful
and firm

but it also means
that i'm constantly
fixated and obsessed
or that i'm living in the past
and unable to let go

Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross (Hebrews 12:2).